My Experience of a Global Initiation

I had the profound experience of receiving Light and Sound. At first, I felt a little nervous, but soon I relaxed, released all expectations, and let everything flow naturally.

The first thing I saw were geometric figures forming, like quartz crystals shaped as cubes, glowing and moving in different colors. Then, beautiful mandalas of psychedelic colors appeared—growing from small to large. It was wonderful, like a living kaleidoscope unfolding before me.

After several minutes of this magnificent “geometrical show,” I suddenly felt, at the height of my forehead, an enormous flash of light. It touched my forehead about three times—a brilliant golden-white light that descended upon me. It was so intense I could see it clearly even with my eyes open. It was incredible: I felt this light flowing down and touching my forehead directly.

Then the light transformed into golden circles surrounding my entire body, from head to toe, from side to side. Waves of light passed through me, filling me as if I were a container made for light. From my feet to my head, I began to feel a gentle vibration in my body—like the soft buzzing of a bee. I surrendered completely to it, and a deep sense of love and benevolence arose within me. I felt as if I were floating in the air, fully embraced by the light.

Soon I felt called by the Light itself, drawn irresistibly into it. It reached me in circular waves, flowing within me and all around me. I was surrounded by countless waves of light. I was no longer separate from it—I became the Light, and the Light became me. I was pure Love. Words cannot easily describe it: we were one, unified in oneness—wonderful, all-embracing, infinite.

Then, in my left ear, I heard a buzzing sound like tinnitus, while in my right ear, I heard a soft but clear tone, like someone blowing gently into a tube to create the sacred sound “OM.” The vibration was endless, beginning softly, then becoming clearer, stronger, and constant. It seemed to come from afar, yet it entered deeply within me. It was not disturbing; on the contrary, it was uplifting and deeply comforting. The sound carried me into a state of perfection, into the vast universe—into the emptiness that was at the same time completely filled with sound.

I felt that I was not only hearing the sound, but that I was the sound. It recognized me, and I recognized it—as if we were old friends reunited after a long separation. No effort was needed; it simply happened.

The Light and the Sound merged, dissolving me completely into their waves. I was infinite love, infinite happiness, simply being that Light and Sound. There was nothing else—only unity, only oneness with all existence. I floated in the void, yet the void was radiant, filled with Light and Sound.

In that moment, the Light and Sound were within me, and I was the Light and Sound. My physical body seemed to melt and merge with them—immersed in that intoxicating union of light, sound, and love. The Light and Sound spoke to me, saying: We are one. And I knew, with absolute certainty, that it was true.

I saw my own silhouette shining in blue, luminous, floating within the Light and Sound, becoming one with them.

This experience lasted about an hour, though when I returned, I thought only fifteen minutes had passed. Afterwards, I felt deeply relaxed, filled with happiness and love like never before—an ecstasy of pure love, as though I had dissolved into nothingness, only to realize that I was nothing but Light and Sound.

Even after returning, I could still hear the Sound resonating within me for hours.